The Threat is Real

I am in deep doodoo. My family, the group called Nemsis, the conspiracy of people who have been torturing me for 12 years is now pretty much telling me that this is in fact true and that they hated me the entire time! I cannot understand why they are telling me or even talking to me anymore, but the fact is, by defending myself, they are going to get angry? I have been dealing with this forever and they think its nothing because….I AM NOTHING>

They give me reasons but we all know why, its because i was hospitalized, talked to myself, and am an outcast class of person, what they call undersirables in certain places, useless eaters was what the Nazi’s called them. They make up lies about me and tell a different tale but regardless of the lies, the truth is the truth.

I have to leave immediatly. And i have no money. And THEY ARE ABONDONING ME. But, they are not doing it to my face or in the open. Instead, they are gaslighting me still into this idea that its in my head and they deny it which works because of my history of being hospitalized by the fact that they had done CHASM to me in the first place…sigh…

Instead, i am being threatened. And this is happening constantly with several men and women in the group. I am being threatened for being something that doesn’t make sense but since they have footage of me in my privacy for TWELVE or MORE YEARS plus audio of me goofing off in my room….I believe now the truth to be a fake type of version of me created by AI technology. The reason i am saying this is because they are now claiming things so outragous that it is like unbelievable….I am hearing things that i “have done” that is so bad and not even close to what i could do that i am in shock at how silly they sound….but also worrried that this is being spread around like its truth.

And they can spread and they can create and they can convince and they have power, influence, money, they have everything they need except THE FUCKING TRUTH. So they might actually win at making some bullshit look real, but being innocent, i know, i feel okay with this and myself. I am dealng with this exceptionally well considering the cercimstances. I don’t know how. A strenght, not of body, but of mind, as been forged through these years in order to handle this pain and this punishment with a sort of none resistance and calmness.

But i cannot rely on passive resistance anymore. They are also hitting me with a weapon made from a phase array of antenna that can beam form directly to me form anywhere. I have enough evidence of its existance but i do not really understand it so it isn’t that big of a deal. Where did it come from? I don’t know i have guesses. But certainly induction and rf waves are involved to hurt me in ways that cannot be seen, but are also not that damaging to my body.

The bigger issue is that i am being threatened and told to “leave” suddenly by the “voices” as if they have given up on their other idea which was….get him to a point where he kills himself. i know this to be true too now. But i gues since i fought back, resisted, and most importantly, reached out to some types of places in regards to this, they have changed their minds a little? I don’t know, but i fear they also want me to leave in the middle of the night no less….well, so i can disappear or be dissappeared.

And i do not doubt these people are capable of it and even have the people capable of it because the tech used is so advanced and well made, it seems to come from an outside possible government source. I’m not joking, the CIA or NSA might be tangengally involved in this through contacts or family members. I don’t know. But it is really bad because i feared this before and they seem so fucking arragant in their belief that they are innocent and i am guilty that they are just lying about it all and making it seem they didn’t make me into a victim….I don’t know how strong their hand is.

All i know is i am in danger and i am being stalked and i am being tracked. I don’t know how small these fucking things can be but it seems it must be in my shoes, my clothes, and (crazy town, i know) my tooth maybe….It is like i cannot escape the faintness of their voices no matter how far i go from tech. I tested it a little but i still had a faint sense of what they were saying. How? It has to be some way of targeting me and doing some sort of modulating High frequency sound wave that creates these faint voices only i can hear. This is what i have come up with as the best theory with all i know, but i really have nothing of physical proof.

I do have data though and a mind that can identify this now. They are trying to now push into my brain relentlessly that i am guilty of something that i am not and give me no proof, so it doesn’t matter to me. What does is the sexual abuse they have conducted on me by making porn OF ME! I know it exists.

Please, if you see this, know i existed. I do not know if i will much longer but i have to try some stuff or else….I surey wont…