It has been a long time. I did something i promised i wouldn’t and i believe i was slightly if not wholly within a psychotic episode. But being the life i have been given, i have no choice but to still see things….with a veneer of horsestuff.

I would love to write alot right now and i would but i don’t have time at the library (the only place i would dare write at this point) and i need to take care of other outstanding charges i am paying for stupid shit that i don’t need and its more important than writing about stuff.

I have given up on any sort of persuit of justice and, though i haven’t relenquished my data i have, i do not have any use for it. It is a fruitless thing it seems. Going up against the man. I guess i get it. or im an idiot. I don’t know. People seem to think so.

Thats it for now