I seem to have lost my way. Not the first time. But i no longer wish to reveal the truth about this matrix, whatever which way it may be in reality. I don’t care. Instead, I have to just write my experience of it down as it happened.

Right now, even without any PILLS for psychosis in my system, i am not experiencing any voices. Strange right? Well, maybe it was the fact that i was abusing Provigil for years and i stopped that. Either way, it is going good right now. Nothing seems to be bothering me. No Nemsis.

That doesn’t mean i will just throw away anything though. It will stay here in the Chasm folder where it belongs.