Grief Machine (unfinished
Twisted wires conspire
without intentional fallout
winding and whirring
a clockwork thing
a grief machine
impulse to pleasure
not to please
jab sharp metal
and the sweet sting
is it my fault?
pain makes me sing
serpents for a brain
body made of holes
wandering distractions
in plying emptiness
with vices aplenty
and visions of destruction
your hands around my neck
pressure on the skin
and eyes that say stop
but I don’t want to appease
and only pretend to concede
so squeeze if you please